Our family has always tried to have a dog since we had boys (yes, I know the president has girls and is getting them a dog). We have always gravitated to the kind of dog that is free. Pedigreed dogs are okay but why should I pay $300-$1200 for a puppy when there are so many great dogs that are free for the asking.
When my oldest son was five, we had a Golden retriever/
Brittany spaniel mix called simply "Bob" because he was the only one in the litter that had the body of a golden retriever but the stump of a tail that belongs to the
Brittany spaniel. He was a great bird dog, but it was never our intention to hunt him. He was just a pet for the boys. Because of his size, he really became our oldest son's dog (he would end up pushing our youngest son down when he wanted to be petted).
My oldest boy loved that dog with all his heart. Bob was HIS dog and he took care of him.
We kept Bob in a dog run in the backyard. Since he was obviously a bird dog, we kept the gate to the run locked. Well, one night the gate was left unlocked and someone stole Bob. We were devastated because my husband and I knew that someone was going to try to hunt Bob and when they saw that he was gun shy, they would probably shoot him.
For two weeks we spent every afternoon looking for Bob. We looked everywhere. Even up and down the river bottoms near our subdivision, but there was no sign of Bob. My husband and I were positive Bob was not coming back.
One night, after two weeks of checking to see if Bob might have come home on his own, I was putting my son to bed. We said our prayers and he turned that sweet face full of hope toward me and told me, "Mommy, I prayed and God is going to bring Bob home." My mother's heart broke as I tried to explain to a five-year-old that sometimes God doesn't answer our prayers the way we want Him to. But he was determined, "No mommy, God told me that He would bring Bob home."
After several minutes of argument, I just told him, "Well, we'll see" and left his room to cry at the heart break that I just knew was inevitable. After two weeks Bob had either been picked up by a good
samaritan or was dead. The odds of him coming back were slim and none.
We quit searching for Bob and calling the animal shelter. But every day when we would get home from work/school, my son would run to the backyard looking for Bob in the still empty dog run. This went on for three days and my heart broke for my young son and the disappointment that was most
surely coming. On the third night when I put him to bed, I was a little teary-eyed during our prayers because I had no idea how I was going to explain to my faith-filled son that Bob wasn't coming back. Seeing my tears, he patted my hand and said, "It will be okay, Mommy, God told me that Bob is coming back and I believe Him." I raced out of the room,
squatted in the hallway with my back to the wall, crying my eyes out and chastising God for hurting my son." I stayed there a long time, I don't even how long it was, but when I got up, I purposed in my heart that I would
make my son believe that there was
no possibility that Bob was coming back.
The next morning was rushed so there was no time to talk to my son. My mind was divided
between work and my son as I worried about what I would say to him when we got home and he found the dog run empty
again. I tried many different approaches in my head as I worked because I didn't want him to be angry with God or think he wasn't important enough for God to listen to.
As we pulled into the driveway and I saw him start to look toward the dog run, I started with,"You know baby that God......." From the back seat I hear this squeal, "Mommy, Mommy, Bob is back! Bob is back!"
Before the car even came to a complete stop, my son was out of the car and racing to the backyard. I was in shock as I rounded the corner and, sure enough, Bob
was back. In fact, he was back in the dog run with the gate closed and the lock locked! My son was jumping up and down screaming, *"See, mommy! See, mommy!
I told you God would bring Bob back!"I stood there with tears streaming down my face, tears of joy, relief, and shame. Shame because I, with my "mature" faith, could not believe that God could do something as simple as bring back a lost dog.
Jesus says in Mark 10:15 in the Amplified Bible, "Truly I tell you,whoever does not receive and accept and welcome the kingdom of God like a little child [does] positively shall not enter it at all." Isaiah 11:6 states, "And a child shall lead them."
I am still working on my jaded faith sprinkled with "reality." I sit here humbly crying because there are so many times that I pray about something, not believing God will really answer me and I am shocked and excited when He actually does. And when I lose the faith to believe, God reminds me of my five-year-old son who had the faith to believe that God cared enough about him to bring back his lost dog.
*For those of you who are wondering, we never found out how Bob got back. We do know that his coat was full of burrs so our assumption is that someone tried to hunt him and when the gun went off, Bob high-tailed it back home and a neighbor put him in the pen, although the
neighbors all denied it. Or maybe the person who stole him brought him back. All I know is that God saw to it that he came home just to reward the faith of a five-year-old boy and teach his mother a lesson about faith.